I Love You Grandma

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How many children have ever wanted to live with grandma over the years? I was no exception to the rule. I begged mom to let me live with grandma. “What are you nuts?” she shouted at me. No I wasn’t, but I love grandma so much I would’ve given my heart and soul to have been with her. There wasn’t a finer grandma anywhere. Grandma was by no means a pauper, yet she wasn’t wealthy either. She enjoyed a comfortable living. She was older when I first came to know her and she had never learned to drive so when I spent the night with her we never went anywhere. She never showered me with any lavish gifts, though she did give me things from time to time. Money and presents at Christmas or on my birthday. We had moved away so most of the time there was a card with twenty-five or thirty dollars in it so I could get myself something. I still have three of those cards today and I assure you they are worth more to me than a pot of gold. Of all the things she gave me it was her laughter, her smile and her love I treasured most of all. When I would spend the night she would pull out the old roll away bed for me to sleep on. It was the best bed I ever laid me down to sleep upon. I learned a very valuable thing from my grandmother, “It is better to sleep in a shack or even a car with someone who loves you than to sleep in a palace where love does not abound.” If you find the monies a little slack and things could be a bit better be thankful, oh be very thankful if you are with someone who loves you.

Lord Of My Heart And Soul

Lord of my heart and soul

Lord of all I now possess

Thou hast made me completely whole

Who holds my heart completely!

To Live

To bed, to bed I now must go

And why, and why? I ask myself

And why must I need rest?

And why can’t I stay up round the clock?

And live, and live, and live, and live!

And live to write! And live to read!

And live to do my family blog!

And live to enjoy baroque, baroque,

And even more baroque!

My soul, my spirit, and my heart,

From deep within me cry all three

We’re free, we’re free, we’re really free!

And why, and why? I ask myself

again and again,

And why did I defy the question once again?

And why must I need rest?

To live! To live! I must reply

To write! To read! To blog!

To enjoy baroque and anything else

the three desire!

That I might die and Me should live!

            -Wendy Stevens

                 3-22-08

                12:27 AM.

Totally Free - Totally Me

Over the summer

Of two thousand and seven

Something metamorphic-

Really euphoric-

Happened to me-

To know it – to feel it-

To be immersed in it-

Totally free – totally me

At this moment in time

‘Tiz truly divine!

-Wendy Stevens

    3-21-08

    11:45 PM.

 

I Thank The Lord

 

My Family I thank the Lord in heaven above

For Every Remembrance of you

Each little thought lingers in my heart

A cherished and treasured blessing.

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